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lyric drama

  • Apr 13
  • 6 min read

Updated: Apr 20



by Suki Lark



A Map of Missing Teeth

 


Let’s try this one again.

Okay, but this time you’re not allowed

to ask why. About anything.

I promise.

I’ll need more than an oral agreement.

Why?

Not clever.

But really?

Don’t play naïve. You can’t live

within a 5,000-mile radius of L.A.

without understanding the problem

of parents exploiting child celebrities.  

But you’re not a celebrity.

Not yet, and now I can’t trust you.

The first thing you should have said

was, “I would never exploit you.

You’re safe with me, dearest child.”                                     

No thanks for scripting me

as a creep. Now I need you to promise—

without sarcasm cutting through

your voice like a shiv—you won’t

trust anyone who says those words,

which amount to an open van door,

a fake Facebook account, the lead-in

to every true crime podcast

Mom and I won’t let you listen to.

Who uses Facebook?

Is that an ancient internet artifact?

You know what I mean.

Please sign your name on the line

if you wish to proceed.

That’s a blank page.

I’m procrastinating.

Later, I’ll fill in the details.

You realize that’s not how contracts work, right? For all I know, I could be agreeing to carve a pouch in my belly and carry you in it for the rest of my life.

You think that is the first thing I’d want

to swindle you into? I might be interested

in watching the self-mutilation part;

otherwise, a hard pass. I don’t want

to support your control-freaky tendencies.

Well, that’s a relief. I was more worried

you’d turn out like so many kids these days—

Dad, don’t say “kids these days.”

You’re old, but not as old as the Sphynx.               

—who decide they can’t be bothered

to get their license, so they turn their parents into nothing but Sisyphean driving machines: 10K+ miles within a few months. 

I’d rather bankrupt you

with bills from Uber and Lyft.

Let’s get back to the drawing.

It’s sweet that you think of yourself

as an overprotective kangaroo mama.                  

I’ve learned to appeal to your therian

side.

But we’re not doing anything

until you ink the page.

Fine.

See, that was easy,

and I haven’t extorted anything.

 

Yet.

That’s what I’m worried about.

You’re growing up fast.

Okay, where were we?

Here’s the armadillo-shaped sun,

the half-winged bird in the sky.

What’s underneath?   

One tiny house and another

house shaped like a boot.

What’s the boot stomping on?

It’s not stomping. It’s stuck in the lawn,

which is also a torture device.

The way family is, for the most part?

You know how people say, “blades of grass”?

These blades take themselves seriously.

They’re like scimitars or the jaws of a bear trap.

Is that why the flower is wearing

a Band-Aid?

Nope. You can’t ask me that.

What do you mean?

W-H-Y.

It’s hard for an analytical mind

not to ask—

Don’t even say it.

Fine. Is this a blue cat?

A cat or an alien.

It’s sitting next to two tied-up feet:

three toes on one, and one on the other.

I take it six toes are missing

because of the torture device.

No. They’ve just always been like that.        

How come?

That’s cheating.   

No, I’m exploiting a loophole

within the parameters I was given.

See, you’re proving my point.

Why do parents try to exploit

their kids all the time?                                               

You just asked why.

Doesn’t the rule apply to you, too?

Of course not.

Did you not read the fine print of our contract?

There was nothing to read.

Exactly, so you can’t pretend

that you don’t understand it.

I’m starting to worry

I have the hindsight of Lot’s wife.

I’m not sure what that means

(maybe it was clever?), but

Section 3b of our contract will say

there are to be no religious references.

I can’t undo tomorrow’s history.

Or can I?

No. The whole drawing is a map,

and the two feet are also a tooth

if you look at them as one shape.

Wait. I might be getting it now.

Getting what?

There’s a string tied around the tooth, and the string leads like a path to the door of one house, so someone inside maybe yanked out the tooth with the oldest tried-and-true extraction tactic: lasso the doorknob, lasso the tooth, and slam the door shut.  

I’m impressed, but that’s only part of the story.

What’s the rest?                     

The kid who lives in that house is missing

all of his teeth because his parents

keep pulling them out.

You mean his baby teeth?

No. Teeth are teeth, little or big,

and all teeth are cash to his mom and dad,

who have dollar signs in their eyes.

I don’t like this development.

When they discovered the tooth fairy

was real, they started stealing his teeth

to cash in for themselves.

Now they have him on growth

hormones, so the only teeth left to come in

will come in really fast.

Late-stage capitalism makes people weird.   

What?

I bet the mom regrets having a human

instead of a shark for a baby:  

No! You will NOT get that terrible

song stuck in my head!

That’s my use of a torture device.

Baby Shark Sha

You’re a dastardly villain.

Dad-sterly?

Groan and more groan.

I’m just saying a baby shark is an asset she’d never have to liquidate: imagine rows of teeth—hundreds of teeth— replacing themselves all the time as if on a conveyer belt.

Maybe, but you’re stuck on the teeth.

I’m caramel or blackberry seeds.

Or, in the case of a shark,

fish vertebrae, sea creatures’ membranes. 

We need to move on. You’re limiting the plot

too much, and I still need to get

to the organ-harvesting scheme.

When did you fill your mind

with unthinkable horrors?

It’s not my mind,

and all horrors are thinkable.

You’ve read a fairy tale, right?

I mean, a good one.

Ah, yes: severed toes, severed tongues,

gore everyplace.

And who does the severing?

It’s not always the parent.

It’s always the result of bad parenting.

You can’t just shout “Gardy-loo,

I blame you” and dump

a chamber pot on my head.    

Who makes Cinderella’s stepsisters 

slice off their toes to try on the glass slipper?

The mom, but she doesn’t actually

do it herself; she coerces them.         

As if that’s okay! Do you hear yourself,

your defensiveness?   

I’m not defending me; it’s the mom,

but I’m not even saying—

You don’t think a mom can speak

for herself?  

What? No, I mean—

Are you that M-word?

Mom?

No.

Misogynist?

Ding-ding.

No. I was saying back in their day, the Grimms, those old bros, used to cover moms’ mouths with their misogyny like a chloroform rag, so that step-moms especially would be delirious with villainous fumes, and then—

The mouth of Snow White’s

mom wasn’t covered at all.

I can still hear her lips smack

at the thought of adding her daughter’s

liver and lungs to her snack pack.

At least you’ll notice the dad

is never the villain.

He’s almost worse: too silent,

soft as goo—you know, the way

a marshmallow burns?

A rush of cobalt and orange,

then nothing but charcoal.

I mean the sugary goo in the middle,

the flaming epoxy—he’s that stuff,

clinging to the end of his wife’s roasting stick

until she deliberately flicks it

into the eyes of their kids

or brands their kids’ skin with it.

Wait, the dad is hot marshmallow glue?

Yes and no. He’s in two places at once.

He’s the smoldering marshmallow blob

stuck to his kids, and he’s also

a generic man in the distance, shrugging

his shoulders while smelling burnt flesh.

No and no. I reject these identities.

How did we even get to a campfire scene?

It’s not some effortless campsite;

it’s all flint and spark, kids trying

to learn survival skills in the forest.

Survival skills—with marshmallows being

a prime source of nutrients?

What else would a kid know to bring?

Maybe you should ask Hansel and Gretel

that question after their D-A-D

ditches them in the woods.

Fine, let’s get back to the dad, but not

as an incendiary marshmallow device,

more as a conscientious parent.

Conscientious? He hardly speaks,

yet he’s always complicit in trafficking

and starvation schemes. He just nods,

agrees and agrees without knowing the terms     to which he’s agreeing.

 


Suki Lark is the name of a daughter-dad duo that disrupts traditions of single authorship from a shared writers’ desk. Their individual or collective work has appeared in a range of journals, including Pank, SLABRattle, and the Los Angeles Review. It is also forthcoming in Strange Hymnal and Behemoth.

 
 
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